witches favour

I just recieved a package of photos on a cd in the mail from my almost x-husband. he titled the folder on the cd "witches favour". I know I must let the anger flow ~ to come to me and hopefully leave me, but when will it stop. I want to cry but when I do the voice inside me says i shouldn't be sad over him. But i am sad. I dont knwo if i can feel the sadness with the surmounting anger that entangles my thoughts. the constant dance of a changing tune, being accused of being crazy, being told I need anger managment, being told i am the worst communicator he has ever met. what can i do with it all. i want my life to move on. i want love. i know there is a whole person out there. i want to be whole again too.