how does the creative process start? I wanted to start some sort of process to vomit some of my thoughts, and thus get it out of my system and potentially have the chance to reflect if I wish. most of what i have to say is angry for the moment. but it needs to be said rather than stifled.
Tim, you are an asshole. Never in my life would I dream of telling anyone they were pathetic, weak, selfish, mean, and a horrible wife. My thoughts of you are so full of resentment I can't even articulate them. I want the whole world to know how you treated me and I don't want any other women to suffer from your bullshit. i listened to the tape of the recording of one of our arguments and was astonished at your tone and complete lack of caring for anything that i had to say. it is as if all the words and names you call me are a reflection of you. do you talk to yourself that way? i suppose if you do then you are more of a tortured soul than i could imagine and i feel sorry for you. but that still doesn't make what you did to me right. i wish i could send that tape to everyone you know. somehow i still know you would excuse your behavior and justify it by telling them all how horrible mean and different i was. saying that i deceived you and pretended to be someone i was not when we met. fuck you.
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