This experiment needs work

I have reverted back to phone calls instead of writing. I think I just to better talking out loud. Although there is something therapeutic about writing and I am not stopping. Just wanting to be more aware of what I do to get my needs met and how writing helps. I would like to say I will write every day but I am afraid to make promises I can't keep to myself or to anyone for that matter, but since this is for me, to myself.

Today I promised myself I would stay home, not make plans and rest. So, onto my second cup of coffee and my second movie. If I think of anything inspiring I will come back.

back to normal.

i think i am getting sick. crummy. of course i cant rest i put my finals off to the last minute.